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describe me best .
So im quite upset with myself today for not being able to study . I simply cannot absorb anything that i read . Its like there's something bothering me which i dont really knw wht . There's 2 major papers coming up . Both requires me to memorise a lot of things definitely . And i actually woke up at 1o am today jst to study so that i will have more thn enough time to complete all tht but damn ths brain is not working ! I get worked up everytime i think abt the papers thats coming up because i knw i will have to need a lot of time to memorise that . Plus if i sleep late , how am i suppose to wake up early the following day ? Damn today suck big time ! ): What's worse is that my mom wants to clean up our room because granny is coming over which means i have to waste my time cleaning up my room ! Fuck ! Out of all times , it had to be now . When i really need the time to study for my exams . How can the day get any worse ? ): I dont really knw why im feeling down right now . Might be due to what i jst mention or maybe something else ? Im not quite sure myself . Ths moodswing can really come and go you knw . Because of the fact that im frustrated with myself , im not really entertaining anyone at home right now including my sister although she seems to be the closest one to me . Things jst seem to get on my nerves today . What's up with today ?! Thank god i still have ths blog to do my ranting . At least it wont get on my nerves. i hope ? Well what the hell . Whats even worse is i havent really been talking to him or to put it in simpler terms , ive kind of neglected him these past few days . Might be due to exam stress . You , i hope you understand . Its not that im doing all this on purpose but really . I think i jst cannot balance my time well . Like you said prelims or even O's , its gna get worst . I really hope you understand . I will definitely get back to you after the examination but for the time being , im sorry if im neglecting you . ): i love you . I dont knw whts happening to me . But yeah . FML ! Its really frustrating to knw you have a lot of time on your hands now but youre not making the best out of it . I jst want to get ths examination over and done with please ..

till the next time.
; ayeen♥

Hello ! :D
Currently at KK hospital visiting granny . She jst undergo operation . Yah . so yah okaay im really nervous for mid year exam . Like really . ive been going through the topics but im not sure whether that's enough or not ): This tuesday we're having our Physics Mock exam . Mr goh do really know us well because he said that everytime for our first test, we'll fail badly but second test , we'll do well :D hahahhaha . Actually im really lost for words . xD
Ohhh today is Iman's Mom birthday ! (: Send her a wish earlier on . hahah . And tomorrow is
jengjengjeng . The 25th ! :D Yey ! hehehe :D very long already :D
Anw i havent eaten for the whole day . Maybe after this we'll go and have our lunch or something . Ohh yes ! I memorised 20 definitions in the car on my way to the hospital jst now ! Happy ! I have to memorise about 33 definitions and i covered abotu 20 definitions already . Left 13 more to go ! Yey ! :D Okaay so i think im gg off now . Need to start on Physics again .
Takecare . I'll post more later on or maybe after Mid year . I think i'll be on Hiatus until Mid year :D
; ayeen♥
i love you .